back inside my head

It's been a while
since you've haunted my mind
but I can remember
The answer I could never find

You're the part of my life
I wish had never been
The wound you left inside me
took too long to mend

I blame you for the way
I am this very day
bitter and untrusting
what have you to say?

Nothing, I am sure
Because you never did
You were just a coward
You ran away and hid

You should have told me
You meant nothing that you said
instead you made promises to me
that made hell inside my head

You never will read this
Because you just don't even care
You shouldn't have lied to me
and made life so unfair