cloudy

june.11.2003

It's hard to pull some meaning,
out of what I know is not.
It's hard to make you sorry,
when it's clear you have forgot.

I'm waiting for that moment,
and you'll run into my arms.
Then like you did before,
give in to all my charms.

But cloudy is my vision,
your eyes are solid stone.
lies are all around me,
this pain is all I've known.

I look for words unspoken,
but the feeling isn't there.
I cringe for all I've wasted,
and I know you'll never care.

No matter what your words are,
I can feel your heart.
You haven't even noticed,
my life's been ripped apart.