destruction

june.28.2005

I have listened to the voices,
that I wanted not to hear.
It has torn away the reasons,
and then crippled me with fear.

I will walk around in silence,
but my mind gets louder still.
I have scurried for an answer,
to this pain I try to kill.

Giving up is what I'm good at,
I will tell myself this lie.
I lose the strength for living,
but embrace the path to die.