i winter

april.17.2004

I wonder when you'd realize,
it's better I should know.
How long were you hiding,
all you'd never show.

The way in which it happened,
sent me far from there.
You drained away my faith,
and made me never care.

No matter all my efforts,
I don't know why I tried.
You seem so well intentioned,
but lies were found inside.

I hate the way you're thinking,
and all you're standing for.
I know that when it's over,
you'll long for something more.

I wonder when you'd realize,
a life has ceased to live.
Not in full by partly,
for all you couldn't give.