just a blink

december.1.2003

It's the world that pulled me down,
and my fears that did me in.
But looking in your eyes,
I feel some hope again.

I fell in all the wholes,
they said would steal my soul.
The faster that I slipped,
the more I lost control.

I couldn't ask for love,
to feed my starving heart.
But the lack of all your warmth,
is ripping me apart.

I drown in all the tears,
that harbor deep within.
A demon lives in here,
and sinks deep in my skin.

But as I stumble now to stand,
and pray that I won't sink.
I hold onto your hand,
and live for just a blink.