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november.11.2003

It's gone like this before,
we all have heard it said.
But not until just now,
it clicked inside my head.

You are more than perfect,
for the only one I see.
I do not dream about it,
such things aren't meant for me.

But silently I thank you,
for being all that is.
He must be sleeping nicely,
knowing you are his.

Your smile gives me answers,
to questions I can't speak.
Your eyes gives me promise,
when my faith feels very weak.

I'm too afraid to want you,
so I'll love you far from here.
I crawl back into silence,
and give in to all my fear.