only pain

I fear for my life
and what I've become
I only feel pain
and all else is numb

I'm not angry at all
I don't want to cry
but I'm dying inside
and I wish I knew why

I don't want you to say
it will all be alright
You don't even know me
What gives you the right?

Do not get me wrong
I don't mean to be rude
just let me sit and rot
this is my new attitude

I only feel pain
no joy or bad ties
just tired of this life
and with it, the lies