slowly

january.6.2001

The night slowly comes,
And I prepare yet again.
For another sleepless night,
And an emptiness within.

Slowly go the days,
That have no more light.
The day that you left,
I gave up the fight.

This feeling is so old,
All time seems just the same.
Sometimes I think this life,
Is just a cruel game.

I must not think this,
Keep breathing I know.
I must let it go,
Let my happiness grow.

I battle with my mind,
As I slowly go on by.
A question I keep asking,
Will I live or will I die?