tonight

december.8.2000

I think I'll die tonight,
I think I'm finally through.
I've said all my goodbyes,
There one thing left to do.

I think I'll die tonight,
The moon's in perfect view.
You just sat and watched,
While my depression grew.

I think I'll die tonight,
And you don't even care.
You'll know how sad I was,
When you were never there.

I think I'll die tonight,
My life just can't go on.
The days I've spent alone here,
The pain after you'd gone.

I think I'll die tonight,
For all you never said.
I think of all you never did,
As this gun moves to my head.

I think I'll die tonight,
Make peace within my soul.
No will to carry on again,
No longer in control.

I think I'll die tonight,
One more thing, I'll end.
I thought that I coud make it,
But the wounds would never mend.