unspoken

You didn't know it today
Because I held it far from sight
But if you'd looked into my eyes
The words I felt despite my fight

The memories of the time I felt
And the love for you I always had
Even though it was always no
For some reason it never made me mad

The questions that I answer not
The pain that I have long forgot
The dreams of you I thought of now
Not knowing why or wishing how

All these thoughts I keep inside
Of this heart that bleeds for you
From now on you'll just have to guess
And wonder if I loved you too

It's not that I am scared
Or that I think you won't return
I know that you don't love me
And I know this pain will burn