up to let down

What I waited for in time
What I think would come to be
What you seemed from far away
What my blindness couldn't see

The foolishness falling for you
Thinking that you loved me too
I thought this pain was ending soon
But then I realized you weren't true

Dissapointment's all I feal
Wishing there was someone real
Knowing you're just like the rest
Another one that's failed the test

It's not them it happens to
It not her, and it's not you
It's all the pain I've tried to hide
It's all the hatred that burns inside

I have been Up to Let Down
As I see what has always been
Just another one to toy around
Trying to break my heart again